is diz the end of us? no way!!

i know diz is Monday...
n i know that today is not my on9 day...
n i don't know y that i awake at 9.00am....
n i don't know y that i have to accept diz?
awek aq....~
dier msg aq....
aq fikir dier ckp tlefon dier ayh dier nk guna smntara......
tpi.....
slps aq baca smua nyer.....
dia ckp.....
tlefon dier kne amik nan ayh dier.....
n dier akan dpt fon dier biler lps PMR....~!!?!
I'm totally freak out....
when hearing that word...
will she call me?
will she tex me?
WILL SHE LOVE ME?!
*i'm crying like a girl n a baby! today!*
it's a 1 year leaving BF behind....
n a 1 year rarely hearing my GF voice....
n also a 1 year rarely msgging my GF.....
y now?
y not Decemeber?
i knew that she is Form 2....
n next year is form 3 the year that
PMR EXAMS WILL BE START....
1 year n 130 days....
damn!
hope she will call me....
hope she will tex me....
hope so....... -a stupid n sad day 10.08.2010!-